ITS SNOWING!!!


IM so happy! I just got home from spending 2 days at 's house and 1 day at and :eclipse28:'s house. It was epic. We stayed up till idk, arround two... untill I fell asleep. Then we woke up and had to be quiet. So we went outside and pogo-sticked and rip-sticked up and down the street when it was snowing lightly. Then to end it all my dad came to pick me up and I hit my head on the car door. ALSO I fergot my Heroes season 3 disks at their house. I miss them.

Well I just had the best hour of my life. I went arround my neiborhood DANCING and walking my dog. It was epic. I loved it. Now im home and I HOPE SOMEONE WILL KILL ME!!!!!!! My mom is drunk AGAIN! and she is not a nice drunk at all. She screams all night that my dad and my neibor are sluts and hores. I hate it. Then she yells at anyone talking. Thats the reason why I left in the first place. And there is nowere to go arround here unless im drivin. Witch I cant because my dad left AGAIN! I asked her to please be quiet and she said " WHY DONT YOU SHUT THE F*** UP!" I feal like im going to cry. Wait.... I am. i wish I could just run away from everything. None of my friends understand how I feal. Their parents dont drink, fight and leave arround 9 times every mounth. Im not kidding eather. I sware. I wish I could have a good life. I wish I could see my brother. I wish I could have a nice family. I wish I could have a normal life. I wish I whould die. I wish too much. and most of what I wish will NEVER happen. Maybe when gets home I can go over. I hope so.

This is the second day I stayed home. I can Barley talk and my throut hurts like hell. I cant breathe all that well eather. If Christie, Can you call me when you get home and tell me what we are doing in our classes that would be awsome! But yeah. Yesterday I was on the computer all day... Today I might read for a wile.... maybe watch a little T.V? I dont know... It is tusday... I could make my mom go get movies... I want movies...

Well yeah I hope I can get back to school tomarow... YAY WELLNESS!!! I haves a plan to get my seat back too! If anyone wants to know what im talking about with the whole seat thing... im willing to explain... OVER NOTES!!!



P.S I <3 Llamas and Ninjas and TACOS!

Stolen from Callykitty






[] smoked
[] consumed alcohol
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[] tried drugs

TOTAL:1

[x] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL: 8

[x] missed curfew
[] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[] been to a bar

TOTAL: 12

[] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida
[] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap

TOTAL: 16

[] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[] stole something
[] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 19

[x] had a crush on a friend
[] been to a concert
[] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[] broken a mirror
[] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 22

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[] skipped school
[] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL: 27

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 30

[] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 35

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell)

Ok so the guy who fixed my computer deleted a lot of programs and aplications on my computer. One had ALL of my old pictures on and was able to make cards, callenders, crap like that... the other was the crap for the scaner. It will now not conecct to the computer It says it needs a disk. Which OF CORSE we dont have.

One good thing happens soooooo.....
tons of bad things happens.